I wouldn’t call it a rollercoaster, but…

It’s been 4 weeks since I posted anything on this blog.

November has been an insanely busy month with life’s ups and downs. There’s work, my mental health taking a toll at times, and I didn’t do anything creative. I’ve been internalizing a ton of stress, depression, and anger about different things. More lies have been exposed in my life and I’m still adjusting to different realities whether they involve me or not. There are so many hypocrites and I want to do my best to combat these double standards. I should’ve been stronger. I should’ve been more cognizant. I should’ve been better at finding whatever confidence I have (or what’s left of it) when others don’t get undermined like I have been. How I will progress with my creative works remains to be seen.

I will be erratic in posting until I can get certain things in order.

P. S. Thank God those devils got convicted for killing Ahmaud Arbery. It’s a shame that they would’ve gotten away with it had those atrocities not have been filmed.

10 thoughts on “I wouldn’t call it a rollercoaster, but…

  1. I’m dealing with a similar thing in my life, less about stuff regarding me being exposed and more the selfishness of others with callous disrespect for the pain they leave behind. I’ve had this like tornado of anger, grief, more anger, and just such a deep-rooted sadness that doesn’t seem to go away. Just take time for yourself and do whatever you need to do. We care about you and we’ll be here when you’re ready to be creative again. Sometimes it’s just such a shitshow trying to create something when the brain and heart is all sorts of messy. Sending you good vibes and positive thoughts. I’m always open if you wanna chat or rant about life. It can be pretty cathartic. Take care.

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