So much self-realization after weeks of reflection
An anniversary shows up after getting the gown and cap
I proved I could make it in four year’s time on time
Some of my peers couldn’t even say that
While I wasn’t a valedictorian or salutatorian in that realm
I still took my studies seriously
There were things I learned which I appreciated
But as I grew older, I’ve been realizing what I DIDN’T learn regardless if it was relevant to my degree or not
Socializing was a trial by fire of sorts
I was awkward at times, I do confess
I was too music of a music fan and didn’t talk about my other interests that much.
With that said, I realized how much I was in hell
Self-righteous fake Christians moralizing and wrecking my self-esteem in subtle ways
Some men and women got to be psychological rapists to me while pretending to be my friend
I wish I knew about the insidious and hidden attacks to my mind
One attempt failed when one person said “White power!” to my face my sophomore year
Boy, did I give him and his buddies the riot act by yelling at them that day
Overt, covert…didn’t matter
I didn’t deserve the torture
While I’m thankful for certain professors teaching me and making some legit friendships,
I underestimated the negatives
I should’ve progressed farther after the fact
There were situations out of my control and some were in control, but I should’ve improved in the latter
Hidden pains wreck my psyche with these echoes of the past
I hope to succeed better than all the fake friends and true enemies I knew during those four years
And not be crippled by my regrets
Easier said than done.
Tag Archives: University
10 Lies I Sadly Believed At One Point In My Life (In No Particular Order)
10. People like me couldn’t make it to a university much less graduate on time.
9. If you work hard, you’ll automatically be successful.
8. The independent music scene doesn’t have any cliques, drama or backstabbers like in the mainstream.
7. The Lion King is a fully original movie that would never plagiarize something like anime or music choices.
6. People who are huge bullies and jerks can always be redeemed.
5. Anger is a sin.
4. Christopher Columbus discovered America and he was very respectful to the Indigenous population then.
3. Going to a Christian school would make me less of a bullying target.
2. People who do heroic things will be praised at all times and evil will always lose.
1. Saying affirming things is somehow bragging when I do it even if I don’t say I’m better than anyone, but when others legitimately boast about themselves, they somehow have “earned it”.
The College Cheating Saga Continues! American and UK-based college/university students pay Kenyans to write their essays. (or, If entitled racist jerks insist Africans have low IQs, then why are they paying them to write essays for them?)
I found out about this story and all I can say is WOW! JUST, WOW!
In addition to the drama going on with Lori Laughlin and company in court with all of this college cheating going on, apparently there was a trend of college students in America and the United Kingdom at large where students have been caught paying Kenyans dirt cheap to write their papers for them. It’s not just undergrads, even graduate and PhD level students have gotten these Kenyans to write full-on theses and dissertations. Apparently, there are essay factories down in that country where these writers work twelve hour shifts while getting paid slave wages to write papers for the Americans and the UK. The latter has a brutal sense of irony when you consider that Kenya was a former British colony. Just saying.
You see, I went to a four year private university to get my Bachelor’s Degree. I got in on my own merits and did everything I could while working two campus jobs and I still graduated on time. I’ll let you in on a little secret during my tenure there. There were students who would fake their way in classes like reading only Cliff Notes or online summaries in the English/Literature courses I took without reading the full books, admitting to cheating in tests in classes I didn’t take with them, and those same people graduated while some are making more money than me. Well pardon me for being an honest student. I’m sorry to have a little thing called integrity to not steal, cheat, or plagiarize compared to those who claimed to have higher IQs than me.
So if I want to expose myself to plagiarized works involving Africa, I can either read some of these paid essays or watch The Lion King. SHOTS FIRED!!!
Seriously, shame on all of those students for plagiarizing their works and shame on that essay factory owner for being a part of this scandal. You wonder why I hate it when people steal and copy from others without crediting people? I bet you money these plagiarists are from far far richer families than mine (okay, I’ve been middle-class for a good portion of my life), and got away with it for years now, and have well-paying careers. Inexcusable! If honesty, integrity, and hard work were merited as much as the media lies to us, then I’d be a millionaire by now.
The video is property of African Diaspora News Channel. That’s more credit than these thieving douchebags will ever give for these paid-for essays.